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What it is to me.
It is rage.
Unpredictable anger.
It comes without warning.
It leaves without apology.
Leaving me drained.
Feeling worthless
A monster.
My memories gone.
Shot full of holes.
What relationships.
I’ve destroyed them all.
I’m exhausted but can’t sleep.
Nightmares are my dreams.
Fear is constant.
I want to be alone so I can’t hurt anyone.
I hurt because I am alone.
I don’t want to be this person anymore.
I am so much more.